Whoever you are, do something with your life. Your cruel words mean nothing to anyone. Move on from the past. Focus on yourself and your own problems. They should make you stronger, not weaker. If you’re not happy, get happy… with someone else. And if you rather not.. don’t try and bring other people down with you. It’s not working. You’re wasting your time. I will never be at your level. In all honesty, I feel sorry for you.